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kay so. a mutual friend of me and my ex-bestfriend died in a wreck, she hit a powerpole and it fell on her car. we weren’t actually friends, but she was really good friends with my ex-bestfriend so i tolerated her you know? well me and my ex-bestfriend had a falling out, hence the EX part, and i know that they were really good friends. i want to text her and say sorry for losing her but then again i don’t want her to think everything’s okay because it’s not. what she did is something i can’t get over, i think about it everyday and i miss her everyday. it’s just…complicated. the thought of her makes me want to throw up, that’s how serious it is. should i or shouldn’t i? i mean, i probably won’t. i nearly don’t have a heart, so i won’t really feel bad i just, i don’t know. she just makes me sick and i want to fucking cut myself. life is so much harder without it! 
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(Source: shot-at-redemption) and i’m kinda okay with the thought of a baby taking over my life for 18+ years. makes me want to keep breathing. i’d rather go to school, and get a job just to get by for a kid than just going through the motions for myself. my logic.  Tagged as:
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 dionne|18|muw|newports|weed i'm just so sad all the time. ugly//fat//depressed//bipolar//afraid//alone//tired Following:Likes:
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